Horoscopes

I actually do read them. Like daily. They always seem true to me...or true enough. I have three different apps for them on my iPod and sometimes I read them on yahoo. It's not a weird obsession or anything. It can just be really insightful when you feel clueless about life.

Today..I was really in a clueless mood. One of those when you question those around you, and where you think you will be in the future. I thought about things I needed to accomplish in life...and all "fancy" stuff.

So..with school...


Today I had, i'll call her Mrs. K, and she really bothers me. One class I came really close to really yelling at her. All my friends were staring at me like I was about to explode or something. That had bothered me all weekend. Until today I realized I wasn't the only one that felt that way. She isn't the nicest teacher. She seems to always find something that someone did wrong, and she will comment on it. Even right it front of them, but she will cover it up like she isn't even talking about it. Sigh


I also had to give a speech this morning..it was homework. I did terrible. I am never good at things like that.
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On the plus side. I heard a quote today. It wouldn't be the first time I heard it..but it just sounded good on a day like this.

"Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened."


I also get a new guitar sometime this week. Can't wait to have something to take my mind away from everything.


That would be it. :)

I was thinkin...

I was thinking...and I wish I could just freeze everything in time. I don't want anything to change...besides the small things. I don't want to go to highschool, because I have to leave all the friends I love. Even those who I don't necessarily get along with, you made a difference in my life. The best part about going to a school like ours is the life-long friendships you will make. These friends I know I will never lose. Though far away somehow we may always be close in a way. I know I have to go to highschool, so this last year of 8th grade I will cherish. Not just my friends, but the teachers who were like parents to me. I know I may never find anything like. I will be sad, but proud to graduate from my school. It isn't the end, but far in the beginning. I have alot ahead. Without this 8 year experience I don't know where I would be. I will always go back to visit the memories. When I step on the campus I will feel home. Its the only place I know. From the 10 hour days I was stuck in Latchkey to the many trips to the nurses office. From the lunch bill that was always late to the Friday Game Days in second grade. I hate to leave, but I'm afraid life must go on. This will be my last year at this school but the beginning of life.