The Reason Why...

The reason why I deleted my last blog was because a friend of mine found it...
We are at a birthday party, and we were playing on my friends Ipad which is really cool, but if you have an Ipod Touch...its not really necessary unless you want to type documents and read books. Reading being the only reason I wanted one. And I decided I would show them my blog...because I figured that I could just show them certain post. And yes I deleted the history.

So the next day...I was sitting at home and my friend text me saying "I found your blog" I asked her "what the heck, how did you find it?. She said "I memorized the web address". Then she continued to ask me questions about my post, and who they were about. So of-course I was pissed. To me blogs are something that mainly should be kept private if you use it like I do. They wanted to see it, so I showed them...but not giving them permission to stalk me on it. So..i changed the name..and never get on it anymore.

So..maybe I should have never let it slip that I had one.

So..school had started.

Enough Said.

Its actually not that bad. There is no continuing drama, but I did lose a best friend. She is now just a friend, which kinda sucks. 

Anyway...its story time :)

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I have this friend...who is desperate for a boyfriend. I think everyone goes through it, even I have been through it. I just feel so bad for her because: 1) She really isn't mature enough to be in the type of boyfriend-girlfriend relationship that she wants. 2) When she likes a boy she never takes my advice to talk to him.(she even had me talk to "him" once for her and that totally didn't work out) 3) She makes it so obvious that she is desperate, and I know that boys catch on to that. I just don't know what to do. It seems that I am the one that people lean on for help. And with her, if I needed advice like this, there is no way she would make even an effort to help me. So...I question why I try. It actually stresses me out.

Thats also a reason that I am glad school started. At our school there aren't many relationships. As of right now..none. And when there is a relationship, the whole school knows. There are about 300 kids at my school, so it makes sense. Us being the eight graders, we basically rule the school. (hahaha do people still say that?). Relationships in our class DO NOT HAPPEN. That is because there are not enough boys for girls, and our boys are immature. So we seek relationships outside of school. So..during the school year I bring on the stress. So my mind can be taken off everything else. :|