My Life is Just Perfect...? Um, No.

Just when life gets a little better. I always find a way to make it worse.
I was about to get a new phone for my birthday, the one that I wanted. 


But then I lost my phone, so no..this christmas I won't get a new phone. 
While all my friends have new 4g phones, I probably won't even have a phone.


It would help so much if they could have just returned it... we all know someone found it. 


I have been having the worse weeks of my life. And my birthday is in three days. This will be my first birthday depressed ever. And its not just over my phone. *I'm not like that*. My great aunt died. My grandmother is sick. My mom seems to be getting sick because her stomach won't stop hurting. My dad...whatever. My grandpa is having walking troubles. {I have no one left in my life, what is going on}. Oh and the car broke down, so I couldn't have my highschool interview at the school I really wanted to go to, and I didn't get a scholarship.
What's next?


Normally I have an idea of how to make things better, and what to do. But right now I have no next steps. I can't even process a thought. I thought I had a happy life, untill now. I think I'm just gonna sit back and watch it all play out. There is really nothing else I can do.


My life is just perfect. 

My Life Officially Sucks

Okay, so this week has been the official worst week of my life. Not one good thing has happened to me yet. So...here is a list. 

1) Did bad on one of my highschool entrance test.

2) My mom's car broke down.

3) Didn't get anything done this week in school.

4) What are my grades?

5) Um..I'm still single.

6) Lost my phone, but its not like anyone was texting me anyway.

7) Oh, and by lost a mean lost, like its gone.

8) My life is a disaster. There is not one good thing in it.

What do I do next...because i really have no clue.

I guess it goes down the drain from here.

Jeremiah 29:11

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Over the past few weeks I've ran into this scripture so many times. 


I wouldn't say that is a coincidence..


It really applies to me now...life brings alot of thoughts and doubts. I've been wondering where life is really taking me, what I want to have a career in, how I want to be able to give to others when I get older. I honestly don't know...and for a second I felt down about it, like I wasn't meant to do anything. Like a wasn't good at anything or useful to anyone. But this opened my eyes a little bit.


This scripture does give me a feeling of hope, which I badly needed.