Let Me Introduce You...

There is this girl. I guess her name can be...M, and all she does is strive for attention. She used to be my really close friend untill i realized she was semi crazy. And i mean really crazy. Like you have never seen before. She wrote this note, to a girls boyfriend whom she text all the time because she used to like him "more" saying that the she likes another boy. Trying to break them up of coarse. So everyone else in the grade kinda teamed up on the girl while we were outside on break one day. Asking her why and what the point was. Then all this other stuff came up. 

Oh and there was also the dance. M  didn't come. She went to another dance. Where she continued to start things. I don't really mind all the drama this year, because I'm never really involved. I just lay back, relax and watch it all play out. 

So before..I talked about how girls go trough times when they really hate being single. I'm going through one of those times. let me tell you it sucks Its all you think about. I hopefully will get over it soon, because I didn't plan on going out with anyone this year. I wanted to wait untill I got into my new school. Ugh. 

OH! Guess WHAT! Its almost my birthday. I think I will start the countdown...just a sec..

Okay..done with that. 

Also..I already finished my Christmas list yes I still make them. 

It takes me a while, because it has to be a christmas list...but i have to include what I want for my birthday too.

Its like squeezing both into one reasonable priced list. 

and so far I have only ask for 4 things. Amazing. 5 if you count the early christmas gift that I asked for.

Dance, Dance Like its the Last, Last Night of our LIFE!

I'm at school...in my computer lab. Yepp. LOL. We have the new mac computers, which are super cool...so I JUST HAD TO update my blog from them. My friends are taking guitar lessons so I can be in here now. Normally I doubt I would be allowed to get on here.

Hopefully I will be taking guitar lessons soon. I just haven't got around to getting a guitar. Its kinda hard for me to decide on things. So...its just taking me a while to decide on what type of guitar I want. No worries...I will decided soon. When I get atleast 30 minutes of free time. which is never


We also have a dance tonight. Which is going to be really fun. Most of the time our dances are drama free..and we all just have a good time. This year we will be the oldest kids at the dance. So I hope its fun.

Anyway I'm gonna go because I think my typing is getting on Mr.Bs nerves. hahaha.

Oh yeah...that reminds me. I wasn't at school yesterday because of my allergies. So..today I lost my voice..and can't hear due to sinus congestion. Well..this is going to be fun. thats also why i didn't know my typing was that loud

Horoscopes

I actually do read them. Like daily. They always seem true to me...or true enough. I have three different apps for them on my iPod and sometimes I read them on yahoo. It's not a weird obsession or anything. It can just be really insightful when you feel clueless about life.

Today..I was really in a clueless mood. One of those when you question those around you, and where you think you will be in the future. I thought about things I needed to accomplish in life...and all "fancy" stuff.

So..with school...


Today I had, i'll call her Mrs. K, and she really bothers me. One class I came really close to really yelling at her. All my friends were staring at me like I was about to explode or something. That had bothered me all weekend. Until today I realized I wasn't the only one that felt that way. She isn't the nicest teacher. She seems to always find something that someone did wrong, and she will comment on it. Even right it front of them, but she will cover it up like she isn't even talking about it. Sigh


I also had to give a speech this morning..it was homework. I did terrible. I am never good at things like that.
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On the plus side. I heard a quote today. It wouldn't be the first time I heard it..but it just sounded good on a day like this.

"Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened."


I also get a new guitar sometime this week. Can't wait to have something to take my mind away from everything.


That would be it. :)